is it because i am not a model type?

Have been carrying a couple of issues here…

No. I am not anorexic nor bulymic.

Problem is that people just make fun of me abusing of my time and my kindness.

I have been exploited once, and interned at the hospital because of the hell pain I suffered and being unable of move like any normal human being.

Sometimes, it seems that I learned my lesson and I behave so rude and irrational for the same reason mentioned before: exploitation.

Now that I lost weight (and need to lose more), it does make the difference within society. But only people who are aware of my condition are behaving considerate towards me. Other people just don’t know my situation and think that I don’t move faster because I might be an “annoying brat” to them so they hit me with their shopping cart or with their elbows. They don’t realize I got a spine surgery until they shout them: Hey YOU MOTHERFUCKER!!! YOU SEE THIS  CORSET?! I GOT BACK ISSUES!! YOU BETTER APOLOGIZE!!

And then, I get an ice cream cone.

Well, that’s not it.

I just see that girls who look so damn skinny can get whatever they want. I see this fucking wanna-be-model  and she just asks and demands whatever the hell she wants. Only just because of her looks and her hypocrite smile.

I know what I type here seems that I am whining. Well… consider it a whining.

Thing is… a manager of a magazine asked me to call him whenever I get to home. (That model works for free for him) I did. He was going to give me the prize I won for taking stunning pictures of a bikefest in my hometown. But guess what? He left the prize with somebody who I meet two times a year.

So, I just lost interest in the prize and in the magazine. 

What am I doing to fix this? The only thing I am doing for myself is losing weight, looking better. I won’t go to any bikefests unless some bikerider wants me in his backseat.

 

at first,

I was shy of sharing the pic of my pierced boobs to tumblr, but I guess there’s nothing to be afraid of.

It’s nothing that I am bragging and showing off where I live hahahaha.

I wished I could do whatever I want, because I am not done.

I only have the money for the motorcycle, but can’t buy it until the doctor exorcises my mom to tell her: yes. She can learn to ride it.

I am not even halfway on the path that takes me to get to be the woman I want to be.

Need to be more fierce.

Lose more weight.

Learn how to fight.

One of my goals is to dress like a mexican wrestler, wrestle for fun… but in mud or in chocolate XD

Need more clothes.

Need more tattoos.

Need slaves. -.-

 
 
deathtohaley:

IWANTMYDERMALSBACKGODDAMNIT

deathtohaley:

IWANTMYDERMALSBACKGODDAMNIT

 

thepandoraboxx:

I’m a little tumblrtarded.  I can’t figure out how to comment on my own things after people have commented or comment on somethings when they are posted.  Is it really that hard?  Or am I just being stoopid with two O’s?

Such a sweet heart <3

 
I WANT THEM!

I WANT THEM!

 

finally got my…

nipple piercings!!

didn’t hurt as much as I thought they would!!

or am i becoming insensitive? hahaha

i am too addicted to needles -.-

 
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“Diana La Cazadora” fotografía tomada por Manuel Cabrera.



Queridos Bronies: 
El 21 de Julio de 2O12 se conmemorará la primera Convención Nacional de Bronies en el Distrito Federal.
A las 12:OO hrs. 
Lugar: Salón Minuet Zacatenco (Ave. Montevideo 557, esquina con 1ero de Agosto. Delegación Gustavo A. Madero)
Solamente habrá cupo para 3OO personas. No se vayan a quedar sin su lugar y perderse de toda la diversión que implica My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic en nuestro país.
Habrán rifas, música, convivencia, artículos conmemorativos del evento y MUCHO MUCHO MAS.
Contaremos invitados especiales:
Cosplay Okashi
Inspector Geek
Dentro del ambiente musical, se presentará un gran músico y compositor, orgullo nuestro:
Claire Ann Carr
Así también estarán presentes actrices del doblaje en español:
Maggie Vera, voz de Fluttershy.
Claudia Motta, voz de Applejack.
Y nos honrará con su presencia, vía Skype, la voz que le ha dado vida a Twilight Sparkle en el doblaje norteamericano:
Tara Strong.
¡Vamos! No te pierdas de formar parte de la Magia de la Amistad en México. 
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“Diana La Cazadora” fotografía tomada por Manuel Cabrera.



Queridos Bronies: 

El 21 de Julio de 2O12 se conmemorará la primera Convención Nacional de Bronies en el Distrito Federal.

A las 12:OO hrs. 

Lugar: Salón Minuet Zacatenco (Ave. Montevideo 557, esquina con 1ero de Agosto. Delegación Gustavo A. Madero)

Solamente habrá cupo para 3OO personas. No se vayan a quedar sin su lugar y perderse de toda la diversión que implica My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic en nuestro país.

Habrán rifas, música, convivencia, artículos conmemorativos del evento y MUCHO MUCHO MAS.

Contaremos invitados especiales:

  • Cosplay Okashi
  • Inspector Geek

Dentro del ambiente musical, se presentará un gran músico y compositor, orgullo nuestro:

  • Claire Ann Carr

Así también estarán presentes actrices del doblaje en español:

  • Maggie Vera, voz de Fluttershy.
  • Claudia Motta, voz de Applejack.

Y nos honrará con su presencia, vía Skype, la voz que le ha dado vida a Twilight Sparkle en el doblaje norteamericano:

  • Tara Strong.

¡Vamos! No te pierdas de formar parte de la Magia de la Amistad en México. 

Para mayores informes, visítanos en:

Https://www.facebook.com/BronyMexiCON

 

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a current picture of me :)

a current picture of me :)